These days I haven't been myself.
I isolated the cheerful girl inside and I did nothing stimulating.
I don't pay much attention to social medias because all I see is happiness and yes, i am jealous of that for I am not a happy girl. I am not "living". Then I began to shut people down. I turned down invititations, I don't engage in unnecessary conversation. I look at the world in plain sight.
I feel different, yet less emotional. I feel fine alone. The problem is, can I focus on other thing as I have been very much absorbed playing this character?