He crossed my mind again.
Today was a good day. I did a lot of shopping with Mom.
I ate my favorite foods, I had ice cream too.
But late at night, I started to wonder how he is doing.
I started to question everything.
If he misses me as much as I do.
If he was ever real with me.
If this is the real him.
If I did something wrong.
If I didn't try hard enough.
If he is laughing at me.
If he hates me now.
If he wants me to fight for him.
If I was being delusional.