Honestly, I can't even differ what's lust and love anymore. My head is so messed up. I get confused over many things. I wish I could stop over analyzing things.
I struggled fighting myself. And when I thought it was real, the feeling was already gone.
I don't know if I deserve anyone, I don't know what's or who's real.
I've hurt people and I've been hurt too, I just don't know which one is worse.