And idk why but I'm not so excited abt it,anymore. You know why..
I was so hyped last month, I wanted to tell you how mature I've become, imagined what you'd say, couldn't wait for your silly revenge-for what I did on your birthday.
It feels like..waking up from a very sweet dream and I'm already close to 19.
I've let go. But it feels like sth is still missing. I have no courage to look back to search for the missing piece.