I'm frantic with worry whenever I'm with new people.
There are words that I want to say but they aren't coming out.
I'm too frenzied with my surrounding that I don't know if I should talk.
It makes me feel so so so hard to jump into the circles.
I strain to get it,but the more I try,the less worthy I feel.
I know I deserve more.
There are some nice friends but I just don't know how to speak and behave around.
Technically speaking,I wish I were invisible.
I get confuse between 2 choices. To say this or not,to ask that or not, and so on I am always ending up with "not".
I wish for a self-confident trait right nowwwwww.