7.30.2012

I wish I had known you earlier...Moreover,to be the person who changed your life..

7.29.2012

What do you call this feeling?

Die Diery,

Have you ever decided to give up on something?
How did you feel?
Lighter? Happier? Free?
or
Burdened? Pierced? Hollow?

With all my might,I decided to walk away.
Not important at all,but I just couldn't help myself feeling blue 'bout it.
The fact that it is a right decision is torturing me.

Do you believe in fate?
What if fate brings you here?
What if it is fate to choose the wrong decision?
We're given choices,and every choice leads to a different fate.
Why am I so dramatic btw?

I just need to wait for another two months. It won't last longer than four months,they said.
Maybe,just maybe this feeling would disappear.
What I really need now is somebody to distract me from this.
Or should I wait till September to get myself busy as soon as I enter uni?

Rain rain go away,come again another day.
xx,
@Julquerade


7.24.2012

i miss high school

Die Diery,

I miss them,I miss high school.
I miss having fun,laughing at them,telling silly jokes.
I miss hanging out,singing together,taking pictures randomly.

Here are some scribbles my beloved friends wrote for me.
For now,I only posted writings from them who had or about to move from hometown :(
I'll super miss Gabi,Pinle and Asoi.
We're gonna be besties as always,aren't we?

Good luck for you too King! Stay who you are!
I know you won't fail,you're an artist! See you again :D

Pinleee,I'm gonna miss you so damn much,be a successful dentist!

You're gonna be a cute doctor who loves TVXQ Gab! I'll miss you T__T

Pursue your goal too Lia! I WILL be NEAT hehehe


This isn't a goodbye and never is! See you in Singapore, NTU engineering student :p
Merci for your writings <3
*ps only readable writings and nice ones are posted ;p

xx,
@Julquerade

7.23.2012

super in love

Where have I been?
What in the world is going on?
There's such a great band out there.
The WANTED
I heard of them before,but I thought that the band's name wasn't commercial enough.
Who knows,I'm now so damn in love with their singles.
Their songs have the most perfect lyrics ever!
I like everything bout them,their voices,the genre,the music,...
Heart Vacancy,for instance,it truly reflects me -_____-
I mean,are they talking about me? lmao :p
Gold Forever is my second favorite,
Glad You Came is effortless,etc.

Tom,Nathan,Siva,Max,Jay
This British-Irish boy band might not have perfect-looking members,yet their songs are simply charming. <3


Greateen!


Die Diery,

Unexpectedly,my students made a surprise for me last Friday :p
They're really cute hahaha!
With such an obvious surprise,they turned off the light and violently pushed me to the corner of the room.
What the...
Such lovely students,I've just taught them for 6 months and I even shouted a lot haha!
I'm not a patient "woman" -__-
Well,it's good to know that they love me,since one of my friends said students had never done that before
Above all,they're my very first students when I first entered,I love them as much as they do.
That's why you guys have to achieve high score! HAHA! *evil*
Hmm,they're teens and 'bout to be adolescents already,so sometimes they treat me like their friend or sister.
Well I just have to bare it...being teased...everywhere? Even by my own students? :'(

Haha,anyway it was a really great feeling deep in my heart (:
Even though Raymond and Erica couldn't join but still...
Thank youuuuuu <3

 



with Sherlie

Gracia,Fellix,me,Tivana,Vincent,Stephen




7.22.2012

                                 HeartVacancy
                                           TWWhoa...I hear your heart cry for love,but you won't let me make it right,You were hurt, but I decided it that you were worth the fight,Every night, you lock up,you won't let me come inside,But the look in your eyes,I can turn the tide.In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,I can tell you can fit one more,In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,I don't care who was there before.I hear your heart cry for love,then you act like there's no room,Room for me, or anyone,"Don't disturb" is all I see,Close the door, turn the key on everything that we could be,If loneliness would move out,I'd fill the vacancy.In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,Ooh....In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,Ooh....
This ain't the Heartbreak Hotel,even though I know it well,Those no shows, they sure tell,in the way you hold yourself,Don't you fret, should you get another cancellation,Give me a chance I'd make a permanent reservation.In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,I can tell you can fit one more,Open up make a brand new start,I don't care who's stayed before.I hear your heart cry for love,then you act like there's no room,Room for me, or anyone,"Don't disturb" is all I see,Close the door, turn the key on everything that we could be,If loneliness would move out,I'd fill the vacancy.In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,Ooh...In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,Ooh...When I talk to you on the phone,Listen close.I hear your heart cry for love,then you act like there's no room,Room for me, or anyone,"Don't disturb" is all I see,Close the door, turn the key on everything that we could be,If loneliness would move out,I'd fill the vacancy.In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,Ooh...In your heart, in your heart, in your heartOoh...

7.17.2012

OFFICIALLY 18th,still a young heart though ;)

Die Diery,

I feel so grateful for everything that nature has given to me. I can't stop thanking every day. Whether good or bad times,they are processes which make me who I am today.
I know that I had made countless mistakes and I'm lack of experiences. But I'm maturing,even since last year! HAHA! And I'll keep growing my heart,not physically of course,to be a more independent and down-to-earth Lady :p 
It's still a long way to go,there are still so much unidentified experiences out there that's why I've to have a big heart.
I have already had a mission! lol

This year's birthday was really special!
Not only because most of my besties came for a sweet yet somewhat failed surprise today,but also my teaching colleagues :D
Asoi,Ceha,Pinle,Gege,Larry,Pramono,Awi and Cheli were the persons who came this morning,bringing a cake,right before I went out.
They have never made surprises right! But that is their epic-ness <3
I even got a pretty hot pink summer hat! And I loveeee it.
Having you guys by my side is the best gift already!

Then,I went to University of North Sumatera with Ceha for a re-registration. I didn't know that my friends from Pucca wanted to give me a surprise with a cake too *yes of course I didn't now*.
They came like an hour before I came home and leave after ringing the bell for like half an hour!
I'm sorry for making you guys wait,but still very thankful!
Those thoughtful friends are Ms.Shella,Lolita,Sherly and Henny.
It's still awkward for me to address them with their names only since I'm younger but actually we're still in a range of peers.
I don't want to feel like a small fry around them and luckily they've never treated me as one. I can't remember how but we've been close for the past 2 or 3 months and they're actually very nice {}
With them,I don't feel like a stranger anymore :)

#nowplaying Glad You Came
Special thanks to all of you who came today,plus Gabi and Pretti oppa and others who couldn't join and everybody who greeted by messages or tweets. You guys rock!

#nowplaying Forever Young
I didn't think I'd enjoy today that much bcs I'm to scared to be old hahaha
You know,when you're 18,and you enter a chat room,well only 17s are there.
If you're lucky,you'll find some 19s ,more 21s-24s.
I wanna be forever young :p
18th is the first step of my self-maturing stairs.

Wishes? I have infinite wishes which is why I always keep on wishing every day haha,whatever they are,I'll summarize them into:
*Have an awesome future
*Do extra well in university,get nice new friends
*May my family and Mel and Bud be healthy,happy and long lives!
*Be able to handle every single problems well
*NOT a passive communicator anymore x.x
*Be nicer,happier,livelier,smarter,cuter lol :p
*No wrinkles+be slimmer-as everybody wishes me to -i am not fat-
*to be continue......
from my lovely Hottests 143


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#HOTsquad

pretty!

from S L S H :D

Thanks again guyssss #muchlove!
xx,
@Julquerade