8.31.2010

L-o-s-s

Die Diery,

I've got a friend who always accompanies me anytime.
We might be different in ethnic,country and many other things,but he loves my culture and I love his.
We used to chit chats nights and days.
One thing.
Since he has got a gf,I felt a bit loss of him :(
We seldom talk anymore,he seems to be busy with his gf.
I don't mind,but I'm just not really used to it.
I hope it doesn't mean he forgets our friendship.
"All the best to those who wait"

@Julquerade

8.23.2010

Ordinary day.

Die Diery,

Nothin really special today,I went to school like usual.
It's so uncool. We've just finished our exam but we didn't get any holiday.
It freaks me out :/
I need to wake up early like usual and go to tuitions too.
Luckily,it's still fasting month so we got 30 minutes dispensation.
But I hate the fact that I'll need to start memorizing and learn something again.
Let's do the best for the next exam.
Fight! Fight!

I'm currently watching this magicians duel in TV.
National and internationals compete with each other and they're just so awesome and amazing.

Omar and Pasha from France is cool! I don't know what the magic is called but it looks great!
Compare it to Deddy or Limbad. Uhh I think they're nasty. Lol

@Julquerade

8.22.2010

One Liter Of Tears

Die Diery,

I've watched a Japanese drama recently. I know I'm old :P
One Liter of Tears is a very sad n touching non-fiction drama.
It's abt a 15 year old girl named Aya Kito (July 19 1963- 23 May 1988) who was suffering for an incurable illness called Spinocerebellar Degeneration. It causes the person to lose controls over the body,but the person can still retain all the mental ability. The causes are unknown,and it results the person unable to walk,moves and talks.
It's so touching to see how she survived till the end,not giving up,fought with the disease and remained alive.

What if you had knew your future,and it's inevitable?
What if you are so young,but you can't take your life as others do?


She must quit ordinary schools,leave her hobbies,lose someone she likes.
By the time everyone graduated,they planned for their future. Some goes to college,and some goes to work. But she can't plan for anything,but "stay alive" bcs her condition will be worse in time.
But one thing,she won't be able to survive without her family and friends who always support her. And gives her a hand.

She encouraged me,told me how meaningful our life is.
Even she couldn't do anything instead of depends on others but she ultimately survive for the disease.

"Why did the disease choose me?"


I cried a lot in every episodes,but there are some additionals in the drama,one of them is abt love which built the emotion of the emotions in the drama.
Everytime her dad or mom cries,I started to weep.

A scene I love the most is when she was so down and cried,her mother shows her diaries. Tells her that she's still able to write. And she said,"I write because it's the evidence that I'm still alive".

But,I'm sure people have their own thoughts.
If you're suffering for that incurable illness,what would you do?
Keep hoping and stay alive,even you knew there's no hope? Or end your life instead of wasting energies and troublesome others?

"What am I living for?"


@Julquerade

8.21.2010

Live your life,it's short.

Die Diery,

Today,is the last day of the monthly test. Everyone ought to be happy.
But an unexpected news came. The girl in the next class whose name is Jenny passed away. They said it was bcs of dengue fever.
Im shocked. We're all facing tests,but how come she was there,on the agony feeling pains.
Im sure she never thought this could happen. Death comes in no time.
IMAGINE. She's young,smart,pretty. She's bright. But this is fate.
Everyone tweeted abt her today,and my tears dripped.
To all her relatives,families,friends and her boyfriend BE STRONG.

I want to say
DEEP CONDOLENCE and RIP,JENNY WIJAYA.
I don't know you at all,but you are a lucky girl. People love you,everybody misses you.
Now you're gone. Back home. On His side,with your smile.

@Julquerade

8.05.2010

Bestiessss

Die Diery,

Many people cares about me and Im so grateful.
They're angels sent from above *lebay*,haha I thanked God for the gifts.
Below are all my besties <3
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♡ Asoi
Nah,this girl has been my best friends since nursery lolss,we've knew each other for 12 years! Ahaha
She's talkative,a lil bit "lebay and alay"
She's a real walking joke alive! LMAO

♡ Gabi
Have been together for a year,and I could say that we're quite solid. She's a ABSOLUTELY crazy too. I liked being with them,we sang in the class,gossips and hang out sometimes hahah. She loves Kerokeropi,green colors and K-pop so much especially "Key". She said she knows many korean songs,but just a few of english. Err,no comment for that one.

♡ Ceha

From all of them,she's the most normal one,I think. But really,if she's mad,you'll see the real CEHA. Lol,she makes the word "bereng *clingcling*" to a trend. ROFL!
She's a good listener too. Ohh,and she and a guy with initial LDj is the hottest couple in the class. Hahah,tease her and her face got red :p

♡ Avel

The noisiest n "heboerst" on the same crazy level with Gabi. They both talk loudly and heboly.
she looks tomboy but actually she's soooooo girly. She loves PINK! Lol.
She loves K-pop too! Her bias is Taeyang.

♡ Pinle
Cute pinleee. One of my girl who's also insane. We went to karaoke last time and she sang Keong racun madly. She loves blue colors and she often tweets about "hot guy" I'm wondering who..

N.b: Too many unexplainable things to write.
Another insaners are: siaupoo,eveline,ivana,KD,gracia,etc. (I write base on who I remember now,for those who didn't written here doesn't mean you aren't insane!)

*Eska
He's kinda good guy,has been a best friend of mine since we was in primary. He is usually a good listener,but he's LOLA loll ;P he never really understand what you said till you repeat it once again.
He loves to gossips so much that he always annoys me during tuition,lol

*Pramono
A "sok cool" guy. Haha sometimes over confident but he's nice.

*Larry

Someone's couple. Responsible,but lebay :p

And many many more.

I love love love them so much. No offense :)

@Julquerade